that I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high
And steal your pain away'
I absolutely love that song. It's so painful and anguished sounding.
Anyhow, I can't believe it's been over a week since I've updated last. I've been so busy lately, it appears as if time just disappears. About my job, I DON'T think I'm getting it back, BUT I was offered an assistant manager position at my second job, and I'm seriously thinking about taking it. And my car? Still broke down. I've ended staying at Jonathan's house for the majority of the past couple of weeks, because I can't drive over there, so I just ride with him, and the next day, I have a way to work. And since he lives like 20 minutes away, it'd be kinda mean for me to get him to bring me all the way back to town at like 3 in the morning and then have to go all the way back home. Problem solved right? One day, he was running late to work and didn't have time to drop me off, so I got to drive his car for the day. And it's a 5 speed so that was fun. But I still miss not having a car. I hate relying on him and Amanda and, I mean DAMN, everybody for that matter. I've ended up driving my mom's van more than she has. I was going to try to get another car, but I couldn't get a loan. So I think Dad is going to put the repairs to my car on his credit card. It's in the shop as of an hour ago actually, so hopefully they'll fix it tomorrow. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE. I never thought I would miss my car so much. But apparently, I've taken advantage of having one. Coming and going as I please. And then when I couldn't anymore, it's like BAM. I can't really go anywhere unless I get Jonathan or Amanda to come get me.
Speaking of Amanda, I don't really know what's going on with her anymore. The last time I actually worked with her, I got mad at her because she was starting to boss me around, and I'm not going to take that shit. Don't be my friend and then all the sudden talk down to me. I was in her position way before she was. And I was much more proficient in my job too. Betty has told me, hands down, that I was the best person in the office. I may slack off some in there. All of us do at some point or another. But I know more about it than ANYONE. I've had Linda ask me stuff about the office before and she's been doing it for 20 or 30 years already. So I really wish Amanda would get off her ego trip. I'm happy that she got the promotion I was promised two years ago. But don't rub it in my face by being a complete ***** to me. Oh well. I hardly ever see her anymore anyways. Every spare moment she has, she's with her boyfriend, and then complains to me that I never want to hang out with her. Um, sorry that ten minutes every two weeks she can spare for me isn't worth it. (Ok, maybe SMALL exaggeration.)
And about my pets... Mom's making me get rid of my dog Kipper, because he killed my cat Vivian. I was very upset about it. She was the cutest cat. :( I'm actually glad I'm getting rid of him, because as much as I love my dog, I really like cats too, and I can't have him killing them when I get them. And this violent streak JUST started. He used to be friendly to other animals. What if he decided to bite a child next or something? I just think it may be safer. My poor Vivan:(
Anyhow, I have to be at work in 5 hours and I have a 15 hour work day ahead of me, so until next time.